Digo-o sem ironia: sentar um português numa biblioteca rodeado de livros, numa varanda rodeado de paisagem, numa paisagem rodeado de natureza – é condená-lo ao cativeiro. Se vê uma pequena e pacata vila do Minho, como Âncora ou Cerveira, quer enchê-la de actividade. Se tem um jardim no meio de uma cidade, quer preenchê-lo de barraquinhas de feira e de desfiles. Não lhes bastam nem a beleza das coisas, nem a tranquilidade dos elementos (por oposição às coisas que não o são); é preciso contornar essa 'falta de interesse'.
It is this most basic human loneliness that threatens us and is so hard to face. Too often we will do everything possible to avoid the confrontation with the experience of being alone, and sometimes we are able to create the most ingenious devices to prevent ourselves from being reminded of this condition. Our culture has become most sophisticated in the avoidance of pain, not only our physical pain but our emotional and mental pain as well. We not only bury our dead as if they were still alive, but we also bury our pains as if they were not really there. We have become so used to this state of anesthesia, that we panic when there is nothing or nobody left to distract us. When we have no project to finish, no friend to visit, no book to read, no television to watch or no record to play, and when we are left all alone by ourselves we are brought so close to the revelation of our basic human aloneness and are so afraid of experiencing an all-pervasive sense of loneliness that we will do ...
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